A limit to each.

Time assumes great importance in today’s fast space society. Is it too fast when people choose to move on, or is it plain stupidity when people choose to hang on?

Why is it that others would say to one “Move on, you’d find a better one” yet at other times, people would simply comment ”What? You’ve a change of heart again?”

Contradicting isn’t it?

No, I do not think that I’m fast but neither would I say I am faithful and just. Then, just what am I? Am I categorized under the ‘too flirt to settle down with the one I like”, or ’simply being stupid waiting for someone impossible to begin a relationship with’?

How is it even possible now when I haven’t given my heart to anyone? Maybe I had, but the person broke it into a million pieces & I’m still skeptical about it.

I’m almost going insane with work piling up like kaozzxzx. The lack of sleep the past few days has left me with pimple outbreak. Not that it’s anything unusual but darn, I can’t stand the oily face. Zzz.

I have a couple of things more to do before I can call it a day to head home to bathe then out again to meet that emo girl, then presentation and tutorials then tuition then YES. I’m a free soul.

It seems like the girls I’ve given my heart to are either attached, straight or were my ex-es.

Zzz

I figured out that I let myself and those who cared down, letting go of people and letting people who mean a lot walked past my life with me not realising how much better it would have been with them, if not for my stubbornness.

I do not think I can ever don't like her.
No, I figured I can.
But I can't stop caring about her.

Like the way you always mean to me.
I'd hold your hand even if we aren't together.
you mean a lot to me even if I don't say it,
even if I did hurt you, because of how fast I am.

Lack of sleep. I didn't sleep for close to 48 hours.
Completed a report within 10hrs, mugged for test in 3hrs.
I hope my results won't be screwed.

Anyhoo, went to '3 Monkeys Cafe' at Orchard Towers ytd.
Watched Kumar the drag queen perform. She is super funny.
When you are back, maybe we can go there. Oh, but her show
is from 11-1am. So maybe you can't uh.

I want a long hug from you when you are back. Miss you.

2 projects, 1 test.

Tonight, I'm out at Mac chionging project and mugging for test overnight. Alone.

I need peace.

I'm blogging. Oh yes I am.

I've been really busy with school work, but it seems like nothing much has been accomplished. That's really pathetic. & after 2 hours of coming up with charts, I just realise I did on the wrong country!! I am suppose to do on China (Beijing) but the internet results gave me Rebulic of China (Taiwan). Zzzz.

Anw, celebrated stupid Mark's bday 2 days ago at Clarke Quey. Manhanttan Fish Market, G-Max reverse bungee, Turkish Ice cream, The Clinic. I really like this chap, I shall introduce you to him when you come back. I think you haven't met him before.

OH, that day at clarke quey. When we were leaving, we saw this angmoh couple kissing right in the middle of nowhere. I was like "Zzz. Can't stand it. How could they kiss in front of me?!" & then, the first person i thought of was you. Cause you said that exact sentence at Cine.

Yeah, so things are shitty here. There's really loads of work to do. I can't wait for my 2 weeks term break. I think you shld be back on my 2nd week of break. Are we going to do anything when you come back. I mean, like head somewhere or something?

Oh. & just if you are wondering (Cause you alw ask if i have a gf now & if i like anyone now. Haha.) No, i do not have any special feelings for anyone right now, at this moment. Hao gan does not equate to love.

My lecture is starting in 1.5hr. Zzz.